i haven't been here in awhile... lj just doesn't hold the same allure that it did. i'm becoming more shy, withdrawn, & private than ever before. i can't bear to communicate with anyone, online or in person. my mouth is on mute, i can't say anything anymore. but if you want to keep up with my life add me on myspace or facebook. i have a blog but it's more about the things i like than about me & my going ons but you could check it out anyway.