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[Jun. 6th, 2008|03:50 pm] |
i haven't been here in awhile...
lj just doesn't hold the same allure that it did. i'm becoming more shy, withdrawn, & private than ever before. i can't bear to communicate with anyone, online or in person. my mouth is on mute, i can't say anything anymore. but if you want to keep up with my life add me on myspace or facebook. i have a blog but it's more about the things i like than about me & my going ons but you could check it out anyway.
i do miss some of you. i frequently think of you & wonder how you're doing. especially ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) 82iwant, miragesof, impeccablyblue, papercutfactory...
peace |
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| fuck. |
[Apr. 4th, 2008|01:58 am] |
| [ | current mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
i got home after a kinda fun, kinda shitty night.
i was really thirsty so i opened up a small carton of milk.
i took a big sip &...
realized it was poisoned [or i guess it could have gone bad].
after i spit out the milk i started vomiting.
[i had already had too much of another beverage to drink.]
what a bad way to end my night. |
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| wait. |
[Mar. 29th, 2008|10:48 pm] |
| [ | current mood |
| |  still not quite drunk | ] |
| [ | current music |
| | the ditty bops | ] |
there is one photo that is worth taking the time to upload & post.
i present the inside of my head:
i now have proof that i have a brain! well, i've had this proof for more than a month but whatever.
oh & this be cause it's cool:
i found a nasty loogie on my pants. i don't remember spitting on myself nor do i normall spit on msyelf nor do i think i did it on purpose but i know it was me because how else would it get there? |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 24th, 2008|10:52 am] |
today is not my day.
this year has not been my year.
things are very...roller coaster-y.
i need a drink. |
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| uh oh. |
[Dec. 9th, 2007|12:38 pm] |
| [ | current mood |
| |  irritated | ] |
| [ | current music |
| | justice | ] |
( party @ mikki's. )
an old, not very exciting video that lauren & i made over thanksgiving weekend. |
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| girls night in. |
[Dec. 6th, 2007|03:23 pm] |
| [ | current mood |
| |  listless | ] |
| [ | current music |
| | cursive | ] |
we got dressed up with the intent to go to a club. instead we stayed home, drank, smoked & played mortal kombat. & in all honesty, i prefer it that way.
( pictures. )
mortal kombat is the shit. |
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| ouch. |
[Nov. 30th, 2007|02:44 pm] |
| [ | current mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | current music |
| | voxtrot | ] |
my knees are so bruised & swollen from when i fell that i can barely walk.
i'm almost worried that i might have broken/fractured my left knee...
but i doubt it.
( pictures from the night of the wounding. ) |
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| the good that won't come out. |
[Nov. 29th, 2007|10:05 am] |
| [ | current mood |
| |  thirsty | ] |
| [ | current music |
| | rilo kiley | ] |
last night was a disaster [just like me].
i got way too drunk.
i walked home by myself & ate shit while crossing the street.
i have an owie on my knee & hands.
i ripped my jeans.
i puked on my pillow.
i have vertigo & my tumtum hurts right now.
i think i'll go out an embarrass myself by getting drunk
& falling down in the street.
you say i choose sadness
that it never once has chosen me.
maybe you're right... |
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| fixed. |
[Nov. 27th, 2007|10:51 am] |
| [ | current mood |
| | stressed | ] |
| [ | current music |
| | feist | ] |
i decided [about 2 seconds after my hair dried] that grey/green/brown was not the most flattering color on me. so i went to my old work [supercuts] & let a coworker fix my hair.
( hello brownie. ) |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 15th, 2007|01:28 am] |
sometimes i'm super duper happy about life.
like iow.
i''m happy.
becuase i have weed &
vodka.
thank you. bye fo now. |
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| guess what i am for halloween? |
[Oct. 31st, 2007|05:56 pm] |
| [ | current mood |
| | depressed | ] |
sick.
first time in my whole life that i haven't dressed up and gone out.
i'm so sad.
so cliche lj but...everything SUCKS so hard right now.
oh, & i'm now on my third week of life without cigarettes. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 28th, 2007|09:32 pm] |
I'M LOST IN THE DARK,
LEND ME YOUR TEETH. |
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| where do you go to (my lovely)? |
[Oct. 24th, 2007|11:48 am] |
| [ | current mood |
| |  craving a cigarette | ] |
| [ | current music |
| | peter sarstedt | ] |
last night i was high, lonely, & feebly fighting off that overwhelming feeling of depression so i went to jon's place. when i got to his door, i didn't have to knock or use my key to get in. he was peeping through the peep hole & opened it the moment i got there. before he opened the door he had started playing the song that jason schwartzman plays for natalie portman in hotel chevalier [if you haven't seen it yet then you really need to!]. my boy knows exactly how to cheer me up and make me swoon.
this is my 2nd week of being nicotine free! |
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shocked
hung over
high
